Honestly, I don’t really remember what I was doing this time last year. I do know that I was in a pretty bad place. I was going through a lot of shit, and was in the midst of a pretty bad depressive episode.
I actually had a look back on my blog for anything I posted around this time, and I found one about my trip down to London to do parkour, which actually is funny because I’m wearing my vest top from that weekend as I write this. Also, if anyone wants to see what I did in London, the blog about it is here.
I always intended for my blog to act as a bit of a time capsule for me, but this is one of the few times I’ve actually used it to reflect on where I was compared with how I am now.
By looking at my post I can actually remember what I would have been doing, I was trying to get fit for parkour, and doing a lot of exercise and healthy eating. The exercise was actually really good for me, and I found that the running really helped with my mental state. It’s just a shame that I never want to run when I’m actually depressed.
It also feels like that weekend was so much more than a year ago, but hey, time is weird and messed up, especially when your head is a total mess. Hopefully if I look back on this this time next year I’ll remember it fondly, remembering how much fun I had at The 100 convention, and think how much I’ve managed to grow from then.